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ᴛᴏɴʏ. ([personal profile] starkmade) wrote2022-01-02 10:33 pm

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[personal profile] abide 2022-01-16 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a lot to be unsure about. steve can feel it even as he shifts to the edge of the cushion he's sitting on, keeping his posture as open as possible as he tries to decide what to say next. this isn't a speech he's giving or a moment to rally; these are his feelings. it's why he'd come back and why they're there now. ]

i don't know where to start. [ a quiet admission. ] how much do you wanna know? because i meant what i said – going back, that wasn't my life.
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a good excuse to stretch my prose muscles

[personal profile] rehandle 2022-02-27 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Not as bad as it could've been."

He could've been dead, for a start, though enough of Stephen had known he wasn't dead or dying in the rainforest somewhere to not put in the call when he first heard the news. It's not that Tony Stark can't be reckless, it's that his work can't be underestimated. Technology developed over years that only ever gets better.

The suit isn't just a lump of metal any more than Stark's just its pilot. So when he says it's not as bad as it could've been, he doesn't mean you could've died on impact.

"Thanks, Friday."

Finally he drops his bag to the floor, stepping up to the table to brandish a freshly-appeared penlight directly in front of Tony's eye. He talks as he assesses pupil response, not about to take a reported lack of a few choice symptoms as concrete proof of an absent head injury. He seems fine, but you never know.

"You've got at least two fractured ribs, and you tore a few ligaments with the impact. You're lucky you didn't suffer a pneumothorax."

Not to catastrophize, but it's really not a far leap from a hairline fracture to a clean break and bone puncturing something important. Except he didn't puncture anything, as far as the scans and the few minutes he's spent in Tony's company so far can tell him, and his pupils are responsive. So all told, it's a positive result. Stephen flicks the light off and it vanishes from sight.

And then he— stops, finally. To take a look at him. Alive and mostly fine. Stephen's breath huffs out like he's been holding it for the last forty-eight hours. Idiot. Whether the thought's aimed at Tony or himself, he couldn't say.
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[personal profile] rehandle 2022-02-27 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
It would be nice, just for once, if he could piece together any semblance of self control when it comes to Tony fucking Stark. But he never has been able to, has he, from the day that they met to now, and that doesn't seem to want to change for the sake of a measly pair of broken ribs and a conversation Stephen may have thought he was intent on having. They get caught up in one another's tides irrespective of best practice and better judgement, like matched for like in spite of themselves, and the drop of Tony's gaze to his mouth puts in all the legwork you gonna bill me? could possibly need.

Some last, stubborn tension drops and Stephen cants forward, scant distance maintained only thanks to the difference in their positions.

"I should."

He should absolutely bill him. For the fruitless hours spent worrying about him if nothing else.

Instead his voice drops to match Stark's, tantamount to surrender.

"I haven't finished examining you."

Which would be a stronger argument if his thumb weren't hooking over Tony's pinky as his hand settles on the table, a support for his dip downward. His free hand lifts to steady Tony's chin with the knuckle of his forefinger as he succumbs to the inevitable, nose grazing his cheek, mouths brought close enough to invite a meeting.
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[personal profile] rehandle 2022-02-27 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Tony meets him and Stephen's eyes press shut, his lips when they land bringing with them a fierce relief: oil fire burning over still waters.

He's in trouble here. Has been for a while. And it's for that reason that he brings himself to tilt their faces apart after a long moment spent safe in closeness, though for all the effort it takes him to manage it's hardly any breach at all. Barely there, just far enough for breath to have space to pass between them, for his words to rumble over Tony's lips.

"I'm not going to be your get out of jail free card every time."

The hand resting over Tony's becomes a press, a hold, stay here and listen and I'm not going anywhere.

He thinks he gets it. Thrown from the horse his first real time back in the saddle - it had been what he meant when he'd asked are you alright?, but there's no surprise that's not the question Tony answered. He wouldn't have either. Faced with the same question Stephen would have answered it for his body in subconscious self-defence and squirmed away from any further effort to pin him down.

Irrespective of that, it's important that he makes this clear. Now, before Tony builds a habit.

"I don't need the Avengers on my back in three months time because I enabled you to accidentally kill yourself rather than have an uncomfortable conversation."

Being in the bad books of bereaved friends is the very last thing that would bother him in that situation, but it helps to illustrate the point in a way that doesn't leave either one of them too bare. In the long term, he's not going to be leaned on to avoid conversations that need to be had. He isn't here to help Tony annex himself, as convenient as that would be.

Uncertainty is fair, self-agency and the decision to step solo out into the field equally so, but going it entirely alone is the shit that leaves you sitting around with busted ribs waiting to feel okay enough about it to reach out for help. And Stephen Strange isn't somebody anyone should end up falling back on as a one man support system.

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I mean
both?
it'll work up an appetite
railing all night
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you know I'm not a smooth talker
but you still like me so
maybe you're smooth enough for the both of us

don't get cold waiting for me!
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[ There are few things in the world that would be able to stop Peter from accepting this invitation and making it there in record time, and luckily for him, none of those things happen. No crimes pop up on the route he takes, no scolding aunt or friends, no school deadlines that would make or break him graduating. He's lucky that it's so quiet for a Friday night, but perhaps that's partially because it's so late at night and all good little hooligans are at home snug in bed.

Suffice to say, he doesn't take the scenic route on the way to Tony, but he does swing himself halfway up the building and then sneakily crawl the rest of the way. He has to hype himself up a little while also calming himself down, but in the end, he trusts Tony to be able to, well... lead. He's good at taking control of situations, he can handle Peter, they've built up a good rapport and friendship over the years—there's nothing to worry about.

So he doesn't pause for more than a few seconds when he gets to the window and then flips through it to land on the balls of his feet. Part of him is still half expecting this to be a joke, or maybe a really well-planned and cruel trap some new villain is playing on him. He takes a few steps forward, waiting for his sixth sense to detect danger, and then pulls his mask off with a sigh of relief when it doesn't. ]


Hey, mis— Tony?

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shield: endgame (despite your struggle to forget)

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And I'm thinking you don't get to unilaterally decide that.
shield: endgame (unless I know what I'm fighting for)

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I have to assume you meant to say naturally frustrating, because charmed is not something you've ever been towards me.

[ Phase one: denial. ]
shield: first avenger (with every seed you sow)

[personal profile] shield 2022-03-20 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
You know you're pretty naturally frustrating yourself sometimes? You don't need to hide or lie.

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no worries! it's great!!

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weep we love him anyway

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[personal profile] wordiness 2022-03-26 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
One of the great things about magic, particularly Billy's brand of it, is that he can make the generic tub in his apartment into something actually worthy of soaking in, which is exactly what he did. It's a big claw-foot affair, and Billy's already in it, arms over the edge and dark curls damp and pushed back on his head.

He smiles as the door opens and Tony steps in, eyes drifting down the older man's chest before flicking back up to meet his own gaze. "Looks like you got here in one piece," he teases, as if there was any doubt of that, and sits up a little in the tub, unfolding his arms to reach toward him. "Come on, I'm pretty sure you've been down in your garage way too long today."

As he's down in his garage way too long most days, in Billy's experience, but there's not a lot he can do about that right now.